Juz two days of lecture after two weeks of holiday... was so so so boring... why?? what am i doing?? i feel so tired. Feel so sleepy. Again back to my 2am or 3am sleeping time. Wake up at 7am each day. Sometimes of lecture in the morning, but sometimes because of my roommate. Her action may be too loud sometimes, till woke me up. Oh my God...this type of life, how long do i still need to suffer...
Not enough sleep...wat is the effect?? that is headache. feel body so weak. Right now i am in dieting. controlling every food that enter into my mouth. No choice, my mum nagging of seeing my size increase horizontally... so.... need diet....
Yesterday, have prayer meeting with Pei Cher and Xue Fen. The 1st prayer meeting having with my course mate. quite interesting. Different people from different background, come together and glorify God's name. Interesting rite?? we have a short fellowship after that also... was talking craps and etc... Then, was asked something which hidden me from attending Outreach JB...
Hmmm...wat can i say...?? i dun really know what am i doing also?? What i know is something is blocking me....hidden me... I am so confused... i'm still praying to God for the direction to walk... I need time...i need space to breathe before setting up the right decisions.
God, what is on your heart? please show me what to do... Let me know your will and i will follow you....
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